*PAST*

 

1.  First grade teacher's name:  Pretty sure it was Zweirs...
2.  Last word you said:  Bye.
3.  Last song you sang:  'Can't Get Enough Of Your Love, Babe' by Barry White
4.  Last person you hugged:  My mom
5.  Last thing you laughed at:  The idea of pulling Tom around in a wagon or a cart
6.  Last time you said I don't remember:  Probably sometime earlier this morning...  Maybe last night.
7.  Last time you cried:  New Year's Eve and through midnight into New Year's Day.  I thought Tom was dead!  (He wasn't, for all of you worried souls out there.) 

8.  Last thing you ate:  a big peanut butter cookie

*PRESENT*

9.  What color socks are you wearing:  Black, with Santa heads and the words 'Ho, Ho, Ho' in red and white
10.  What's under your bed:  nothing but the carpet.  On second thought, maybe a cat or two also.
11.  What time did you wake up today:  8:10am
12.  Current taste:  Coca-Cola
13.  Current hair shampoo:  Suave - Mountain Fresh Strawberry

14.  Current vehicle:  Still driving my Mazda Protege, but it's costing me an arm and a leg!
15.  Current annoyance:  Distance
16.  Current longing:  Tom

17.  Current desktop background:  A rendering of a black hole and an asteroid field
18.  Current worry:  That Tom has something seriously wrong with his back (which also means he may not be able to pick me up in Frankfurt)
19.  Current hate:  Stress.  From work and from people
20.  Current favorite article of clothing:  My new sweaters (green and brown - they look GOOD!)
21.  Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex:  The smile.  And the eyes.  And the arms, back, and chest.  Pretty much everything right now.

22.  Last CD that you listened to:  Daughtry by Daughtry
23.  Favorite place to be:  With Tom

24.  Least favorite place:  In a group of strangers (without Tom)

25.  Favorite movie:  This one always kills me...there are just sooo many out there.  I'm actually back on my 'A Lot Like Love' craze
26.  If you could play an instrument, what would it be:  Drums
27.  Favorite color:  Green
28.  Do you believe in an afterlife:  I do
29.  How tall are you:  5' 8"
30.  Current favorite word/saying:  That's awesome!
31.  Favorite book:  Pillars of the Earth - by Ken Follett.  Haven't read the sequel yet.  (The George R.R. Martin series 'A Song of Ice and Fire' runs a close second.)
32.  Favorite season:  Winter (It's all about the snowballs!)
33.  One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to:  Probably Zach.  A nice, long, HONEST talk.

34.  Favorite food/drink:  Chinese/Dr. Pepper.  Classic.

*FUTURE*

35.  Where do you want to go for college:  If and when I go back to school, I'm thinking in Germany!
36.  What is your career going to be like:  It's going to be fantastic.  And fulfilling.  And all about writing!
37.  How many kids do you want:  Two or three

38.  Where do you see yourself living in the future:  Possibly Germany.  If not there, here in the States probably.  Texas or Michigan.

*HAVE YOU EVER...*

39.  Said "I love you" and meant it:  YES
40.  Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish:  Yep.  The cat won - I have the scars to prove it.  (Who the hell gets in a fight with their fish?)
41.  Been to New York:  Yes
42.  Been to Florida:  Yes
43.  Been to California:  Yes 

44.  Been to Hawaii:  Someday...
45.  Been to Mexico:  No
46.  Been to China:  Germany, England, France, Ireland - yes.  China - no.

47.  Have you ever had a lucky number:  YES!  47!
48.  Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:  Ha!  It'd never happen with my dreams!

49.  Slept - just slept - with a member of the opposite sex:  Yes.  In fact, once I slept with two...

50.  Had anything published:  Yes.

51.  Cheated on someone:  Not in the strictest sense, no.

52.  Do you have a crush on someone:  Yes.  Hopefully I'll have this crush for awhile.  Like forever.
53.  What book are you reading now:  Uh...  I'm reading like 5.  The Amber Spyglass, World Without End, German Culture, When Christ And His Saints Slept, and Anna Karenina (which is a bitch!  I started it like 50 years ago and I'm STILL reading!)
54.  Worst feeling in the world:  Losing a friend.  A close second is being separated from those you love.
55.  What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning:  I miss Tom.
56.  How many rings before you answer the phone:  Depends on who it is  - this will never change!
57.  Future daughter's name:  Still Brea.
58.  Future son's name:  Aidan.  Strong.  Pretty.  Irish.
59.  Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:  Nope.  I sleep with a t-shirt.  It smells really, really good.
60.  If you could have any job you wanted:  An author.  And/or a television writer
61.  Wish you were here:  Tom.  T.J.  Audrey.
62.  College plans:  None in the near future.  I'm not done with school completely, though.
63.  Piercings:  None right now.

64.  Do you do drugs:  Nope
65.  Do you drink:  Not much anymore.  Sometimes a drink here or there.

66.  Do you smoke:  No
67.  What kind of conditioner do you use:  I don't
68.  What are you most scared of:  Things not working out.

69.  What is the name of your best friend:  Texas: Jessica, Michigan: Audrey, so...Jessrey, or Audica.  Ha, I like Audica...
70.  Who is the last person that called you:  My mom.  She's worried about me cuz I'm traveling tomorrow.  It's how all moms are I guess.

71.  What did you want to be when you were little:  An astronaut and a trainer at Sea World
72.  If you could change anything about yourself what would that be:  I'd have more confidence, and I'd have a better work ethic.

73.  How old will you be in the year 2047:  62.  Oh gee, Tom will be 73!
74.  Been In Love:  Yes.  I have.  I am.

75.  How old were your parents when you were born:  21 and 20
76.  Do you have a job:  For now...

77.  Best day of the year:  The first one
78.  Best feeling in the world:  Laughing with loved ones.  Being loved for being yourself.

79.  Your mentor:  I honestly don't know who that would be right now.  Probably my Aunt Nancy and my Aunt Jenny.
80.  Are you a health freak:  Pfff!  No!!!

81.  Are you a freak:  Hee hee.  Of course!
82.  Do you want someone you don't have:  YES!  Because he's in freakin' Europe!!

83.  If you could talk to any living person right now, who would it be:  Tom
84.  Ever afraid you'll never get married:  It's not something I 'm worrying about right now.  But I'm also not worried about it anymore.  If it's meant to happen, then it will.
85.  Do you want to get married:  Yes, and I want it to be forever.  I will only marry once, or I won't marry at all.
86.  Do you want kids:  Only if I have a safe, happy, loving home to give them.

*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*

87.  Cried:  No
88.  Bought Something:  Yes, new headphones.  My cats ate the old ones...
89.  Gotten Sick:  With worry.  Because Tom's so sick right now.  But me personally: no.  Haven't gotten sick.
90.  Sang:  Yes.  To all sorts of music, the most recent being Breaking Benjamin, Daughtry, and miscellaneous songs from my latest burned CD.
91.  Said I Love You:  Yep, to a lot of people!  The last person was Tom.
92.  Wanted To Tell Someone You Liked them:  That's a constant thing now.
93.  Met Someone:  New?  No.
94.  Moved On:  No, but I should be probably, in certain areas.
95.  Talked To Someone:  Uh, YEAH.  I can safely say that I've talked to a few people over the last two days!
96.  Had A Serious Talk:  Yes (With Tom, with Markus about Tom, and with Jess, about everything)
97.  Missed Someone:  YES (Tom)
98.  Hugged Someone:  Yes (Mom, Jerry, Kids)
99.  Yelled at Someone:  Nope
100.  Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With:  Every night.

101.  What are you feeling right now?  Anxious to just get the hell over to Germany.